.

I try over and over again.
My heart screams for you
Through my hands.
My eyes long for you.
But I don't intoxicate you.
I don't attract your attention
Even for a little while.
Do you know what my sinking
Heart feels like?
It burns to have you even
Slightly affected.
But you are unfazed
By my endless, tiring attempts
To draw you.
Go ahead and keep looking away.
I'm used to it.